:(

It takes a lil time to understand,

Today was exam, :D ,
It was quite fine for maths,
but not for history,
for maths, Idk if im going to pass la.
But it feels better than my last year de, :x , Hahah!

History was bad.):
I dont wanna end up failing it,
But i think I will.
Shutup la. :x , LOL.
-.-

I cant believe Im asking myself to shutup, LOL.

Im not happy. :( wau,wtf-.-

I know it takes time, I know. :(
But i dont wanna let it go on like this anymore,
I know its time, I know. :(
Im tired of feeling this way already,
Dont you ever get it? Hai.
I wanna speak out, I wanna find someone who understands,
But I know, Noone been through how I have been ,
I know noone truely understands. :(
I want your shoulder. :( ,
I wanna stop wiping my tears everyday,
I wanna smile everyday, :(
Stop it, Stop everything, ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Need a rest,

Why does it bothers so much?

School has been great, :D ,
With great people of course, hahah! :D

Today is wanyu birthday,
Well, I dont know if she will be looking at my blog that is,
But happy birthday wanyu! :D ,

Yesterday I meet edna at jurong point before heading to westcoast,
To get wanyu a present, :D
wanted to buy poker card for her, but couldnt find it,
So we went around jurongpoint to look for stuffs to buy for her,
Let us saw labixiaoxin, & edna said she like it, so bought it for her, :D

Then went to meet love2, aiai, wanyu, zhaohui & jingwei,
took 30,
well, I was kinda sad but I wanted to be alright you know, Lol !
Im so sorry that I couldnt spot you, Lol.

Then aiai brother decided to do stunt, and was rather angry with him,
Well, at least I didnt really scolded him okay,
Lol !

Then went off, :D , cleb & gang was there already when we reached,
Found out things, wanted to cry, but I hold back everything. :D , hahah!
Then happybirthday to wanyu! :D ,
Her face got smashed to the cake of course! hahah!
I got sad at the right time, and I saved ling & edna from the cake thing. hahah!

Around 12 plus, cabbed edna home then cabbed back to my house, :D ,

Thanks for accompany-ing me, :D , hahah! :D
M B O E R N O D N A N ♥ ♥ B M E O N R D O A N N

Its time to let go,
I hope it is soon,
I know this cant continue,

I keep telling myself everything is going to be okay.
:( , I'm pratically lying to myself each day.
I hate it when it comes to time to sleep.
How am I going to sleep in this kind of circumstances,
Am not happy. But exactly who understands how I am feeling deep inside.
Noone is taking part in my life as actively as I do.
I believe I know what is right & what is wrong for myself.
Sometimes, caring is a good thing. But when you overdo it.
It goes nowhere, but deep inside hurting.

Even if I explained, would you stay to hear?
Would you bother to tell me the correct advice?

So many things I wanted,
So many things unfulfilled.
What am I suppose to do now?
I'm so tired, in fact, I have been tired so many times.
Too many times. Way too much.
How am I suppose to continue thinking that everything is going to be fine.

小时候的快乐，
it took me courage to give a trust,
& you took seconds to break it,
I can't do this. I can't face it.
I need a shoulder, But, where are you?

Okay,
I'm only updating cause Boonseng is asking me to update.
Lol. I'm so sorry that I didn't linked you.
& I don't intend to, cause I'm pretty lazy now.
But you should be glad at least I'm updating now. Lol.
hahha!

Happy valentine to everyone. :D
I hope it's a great one for all of you, :D haha!

School's being fun.
2nd time I failed my physics cause I didn't studied as usual.
Maths is getting to be so not familiar to me,
Ever since ms neo took edna to sit not with me,
I dont know maths so well anymore.
have been day dreaming in maths lesson. Lol.
Hope remedials gonna work for me I guess? :D , hahah!

Xiexie! :D

Hahah! :x , Lol.
My finger hurts, It bleeded just now without me knowing why. );
Lol. And my stomach is pain since yesterday night.
How bad can I get to this week! Lol.

:( ,
Remedial I was suppose to be lonely,
But thanks alot. :D , heh! :D ,

BBCN

Okay, I know I am late to blog this but well,
It's the thoughts that counts right! Lol.

Happy 3rd year minmin, :D ,
Heh. I like the present you gave okay. & I hope you do too.
I purposely go find star de okay.

We've been friends for 3 years,
from being not close, to close then being not close again, then again.
I lost, then I found you.
Perhaps it's suppose to be a good thing? I hope you get what I meant. :x ,
During the holidays that year~ you know you know ! Hahha.
Hope we're gonna be longlonglong okay! Hahaha. :D ,

Why?

It feels pain.
He's entering my life, but why?

Today class was alright,
Only for maths,
I scolded that fucking teacher.
But I was really calm when I scold her.
Im not scary okay people! Lol. Please remember! haha.

Some irritating guy in my class,
Choose to bully those who looks weaker,
And obviously, I can't tolerate it.
So I went forward to give him a slap.
He totally deserves it.
I don't care if you're gonna read my blog not.
I don't care if someone else is going to tell you that I'm blogging about you.
And yes, I am saying you. Hahah.

So many fuckup people inside my class. Lol.
But still, my class is a great place to stay in. :D ,

maths just get worser each day, how to score now?
Hahaha. Lol. stupidnessss. :x , Lol.

I really hope I am by your side.