I keep telling myself everything is going to be okay.
:( , I'm pratically lying to myself each day.
I hate it when it comes to time to sleep.
How am I going to sleep in this kind of circumstances,
Am not happy. But exactly who understands how I am feeling deep inside.
Noone is taking part in my life as actively as I do.
I believe I know what is right & what is wrong for myself.
Sometimes, caring is a good thing. But when you overdo it.
It goes nowhere, but deep inside hurting.

Even if I explained, would you stay to hear?
Would you bother to tell me the correct advice?

So many things I wanted,
So many things unfulfilled.
What am I suppose to do now?
I'm so tired, in fact, I have been tired so many times.
Too many times. Way too much.
How am I suppose to continue thinking that everything is going to be fine.

小时候的快乐，
it took me courage to give a trust,
& you took seconds to break it,
I can't do this. I can't face it.
I need a shoulder, But, where are you?