Friends

Friends.
Friends comes in different shape and sizes, human, or non-human.
But today, my post will be about you, only you.


If having friends would bring me trouble,
I'd be alone.
I would face everything alone. I wanna be alone forever then.
Can you feel how I am feeling?
Or do you think that Im not thinking for you?


What happen to friends forever and ever?
What happen to all the paper writings, letters, etcetc..
What happen to happy ever after in friendships?
What happen to the trust we had?
What happen to everything?


I thought we were best friends forever..
I thought nothing was gonna stand in our way.
I thought we had a long way to go.
I thought..
I thought..
Thoughts, never ever will come true right?

Friends are like glasses, once they are broken, they can be fix.
But there's always a crack there.
Will ours be fixed?
Or will it eventually opened up?


Whats wrong with 3 best friends?
Whats wrong with 4 best friends?
Whats wrong with forever and always?
Or is it, Im the wrong.


I thought you'd hold my hand forever.
I thought everything would be fine.
I thought I could take it.. but no, I can't.
I wanna be independent.
But you're killing me.


This is the past, but will it be the future? idk..

I thought 050207 was forever,
I thought we could be BBCN for lives.
All the I thought(s).
In your eyes, is it really me ignoring you?
Is it..
Think for me,
no wait. Think for us.
I thought I could tolerate everything by myself,
I thought I could.
But I can't.
You're the reason I'm falling now.
And I want you to be part of the reason of my happiness..