16012009.

Losing it and finding it back and losing it again,

Okay. I'm gonna update about what happened on 16~ Heh.
I'm not sure if I'm gonna lose this time.
Cause it's way too difficult to forget.
I know I've got to face it. But i wanna run away.
I rather be stucked in a confused mind, not knowing what to do.
But I'm forcing myself to come up to a decision every single day.

School was on 16~ but since it's a Friday, school ended at 1220!
Was really waiting for school to end.
But I think ber did not reach there when I go out? I forgottt. Heh.

Then walked to lakeside with, minmin, diqi, nigel, ber. :D
waited for the kaikai who is always late okay!
Then chatted awhile, me & ber went off.
Went to bugis for my cny clothes.
Not really alot things attracted me there.
So went to fareast, saw 1 that I really like,
But it was 50 bucks. Decided to let it go, ):
Mum said she wanted to get it for me, But well. better not. Hahaha.

Then walked around, sitted down. bullied him the whole day. Heh!
Then went off to newton for food!
Food was spicy. ): I had 2 longan drinks,
Thanks for ber for finishing the food! :x , Hahah!
Continued to bully him the whole day! :x ,

Reached home around 9+ cause I was pretty tired,
Talked to ber through the night. But I dozed off like a pig.
Hahah! I think I should stop dozing off. I dozed off 2 days already. :x

Presents, He got me a couple cup. I'm using it now okay. :D , Heh.
I got him this! :D , I PASTED THINGS MYSELF OKAY! :D


When I thought it was the day,
I was still confused. What am I to do.
I said it out, but I'm still confused. Will L carry me on this time?